How it all began…

I’m usually not one known to complain, bitch or moan. I’m not even one known to rant. I’ve always been the one known to keep her mouth shut, take a deep breath, and try and move on with her life. I’m hoping to change that all here. The world has gotten to such a sad state, instead of holding my tongue, the bitter harsh things that were simply only thought of, need to be said and heard. It’s time for me to speak up.

I wasn’t always this way, however. When I was younger, I was a little girl full of hopes, dreams and faith. I had the childhood innocence that a few adults still wish they had. I was young, but I was also ignorant. Only as I got older did I see how cruel and ugly the world really was. But, I was raised to treat others how I wanted to be treated, so I hoped with time, being a good person would reflect on others. While it did work on some, boy was I wrong with others.

So now here I am, twenty-three years old, still having that hope for the world to heal and fix itself, but also trying to keep a realistic view on things. I guess you could say I still have hopes of a child, but I have the mind of an adult. Most people would get very depressed thinking about all these things and stating what I have just stated. I am not most people though… I laugh.

I always try to find the humor in things; even as a child I was that way. Granted, I was annoying and always curious; asking questions to everyone all the time about EVERYTHING, but when more of the idiotic moments came my way, instead of getting caught up in the moment, I was known to laugh.

So that is how this blog began… that and mattbisme from twitter, along with other friends of mine, suggested I go ahead with it. Not sure how entertaining I’ll be with my rants, but I definitely will try. I have been known to say a funny thing, or two.

If I haven’t either made you emo, scared, or confused by this point, then you can handle my blog! I will be posting some more as time goes on.

Thank you all for listening to me rant, and remember, it is called “human error” for a reason.

~ by mantodea on August 13, 2008.

One Response to “How it all began…”

  1. Great blog…. stupidity is being a big part of my life at this time, Im in the Army, currently in Iraq, but with all this stupid things going on, i feel more like im in kindergarten again… Hope to read more of this soon!

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